Today I officially packed for the first time as a guy. (In my twenties I sometimes packed when I went to bars.) I finally put together an STP and harness I can wear comfortably and discretely, and wore it to… Continue Reading →
Last night I began writing my earliest memories. As I was writing about the confusion and jealousy I experienced growing up as I saw my brother treated the way I should have been, I started sobbing uncontrollably. It caught me… Continue Reading →
Today I had an ultrasound of my uterus as part as the evaluation for a hysterectomy. It was difficult to endure. I find the procedure extremely violating, so I deliberately try to disassociate in such situations. I wasn’t able do… Continue Reading →
Voice comparisons: 2 weeks on testosterone: 4 weeks on testosterone: 5 weeks on testosterone: 9 weeks on testosterone:
Today I’ve been on testosterone for 4 weeks. I’ve been feeling rather disappointed because I was really hoping I’d have seen some more obvious changes by now. But this morning I listened to the voice recording I made at 2… Continue Reading →
Last night I posted on Facebook that I’m transitioning. I am astounded and touched by the outpouring of love and support I have received. I never expected such unconditional acceptance, and I cannot believe I have so many people in… Continue Reading →
Tomorrow I will have been on testosterone three weeks. As I mentioned last week, I wanted to start taking it on Sunday evenings, hence my giving myself the shot one day early. I did not notice any changes until today,… Continue Reading →
Tonight was my company’s Christmas party. I wore my brother’s tux from high school. It fits me perfectly – it looks as if it were custom tailored for me. I can’t believe how excited I felt while I was getting ready. … Continue Reading →
Today I have been on testosterone for two weeks. Or rather, one day shy of two weeks. I’ve decided I want to start taking it on Sunday evenings, so I switched to Monday this week so next Sunday I’ll only… Continue Reading →
Tonight I was at Walmart with Marti, shopping for the kids my company is sponsoring this Christmas, and before we left I went to look for men’s vests. While in the men’s department I looked at several articles of clothing… Continue Reading →
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